A wise man quoted that the christian army is the only one that wounds its soldiers and leave them wounded,
the captains march on and smile as if everything is okay,
the troops wound you and ask you why you are bleeding,
i am sad today to say that most of my friends that aren't born again have my back more than those that are
we are likes wolves eating at each other
i have been stabbed on my back,
please do not question my trust issues,
because i thought that i was fighting with you,
well today i learned that i am fighting alone,
it hurts so bad because i was there for you,
i held you as irreplaceable,i gave up all for you,
My name was tainted for you,
i lost my friends because they thought that you were not right influence for me,
so today i bury you along with all the rest that i have buried,
i will mourn your loss but yet i will move on.
Silence is my best friend,
you are all not real,
you push me to places that i do not want to be
thank you for hugging me and piercing my back with a knife at the same time
for kissing me, yet all the while betraying me,
i would have taken the bullet for you,
but now i am shocked that you are the one holding the trigger
i am wounded, i am bleeding........
Dear Master
help me to keep moving, heal my wounds and walk with me .
still at war,
JSA
