Injured at War

A wise man quoted that the christian army is the only one that wounds its soldiers and leave them wounded,
the captains march on and smile as if everything is okay,
the troops wound you and ask you why you are bleeding,
i am sad today to say that most of my friends that aren't born again have my back more than those that are
we are likes wolves eating at each other
i have been stabbed on my back,
please do not question my trust issues,
because i thought that i was fighting with you,
well today i learned that i am fighting alone,
it hurts so bad because i was there for you,
i held you as irreplaceable,
i gave up all for you,
My name was tainted for you,
i lost my friends because they thought that you were not right influence for me,
so today i bury you along with all the rest that i have buried,
i will mourn your loss but yet i will move on.

Silence is my best friend,
you are all not real,
you push me to places that i do not want to be
thank you for hugging me and piercing my back with a knife at the same time
for kissing me, yet all the while betraying me,
i would have taken the bullet for you,
but now i am shocked that you are the one holding the trigger



i am wounded, i am bleeding........
Dear Master
help me to keep moving, heal my wounds and walk with me .

still at war,
JSA

Letter no.1

My  heart is as heavy as a stone
it pounds inside of me and aches like never before.

American soldiers are required to go by a creed that states;



I am an American Soldier.
I am a Warrior and a member of a team.
I serve the people of the United States, and live the Army Values.
I will always place the mission first.
I will never accept defeat.
I will never quit.
I will never leave a fallen comrade.
I am disciplined, physically and mentally tough, trained and proficient in my warrior tasks and drills.
I always maintain my arms, my equipment and myself.
I am an expert and I am a professional.
I stand ready to deploy, engage, and destroy, the enemies of the United States of America in close combat.
I am a guardian of freedom and the American way of life.
I am an American Soldier.


trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding...... this creed is proving hard for me today.

i am battling with my understanding....

my faith saying its ok but my intellect shouting that's an endless pit
i am fasting , praying trying hard to get my mind and heart on the same page.

i want to go AWL, and run back home to my comfort
yet faith requires me to stay
hope requires me to be patient
and patient assures me Rest.

so stay i will
and i know he will see me through,

yours in battle
JSA